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[Sep. 9th, 2003|09:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | brand new | ] |
hey.. bored, my comp is slow as shit. my foot is sleeping. i cnat sleep in my room cuz i decided i wnated to pain it and shit.. but i actually just peeled off the whole wall... and then gave up. so yea...tommorrow is the painting day im guessing.
meh whatever. ppl piss me off.. they lke to talk shit and make me look bad.
this year, im done with hanging out;... i have the few freinds that i need, and i have my boyfreind, my best fried of all.. and thats all i need. i really need to fucking do well this year, and i will, i will do great. hehe. i BETTER
cuz accordng to aunt tammy if i fucg up this year, as well as the past 2, i wil be in camalot.
w0oooooooooooooooooo
fuck that, so im gunna do well.
well later all.
oh yea.. fuck all those ppl who llike to talk hit about me. i dont fucking care. go fucking die |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 6th, 2003|09:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brand new | ] |
jeff just left... i was supposed to hang out wit mke today, but i decided to stay home cuz guy guy came home today. YAY
he like slept aLL fucking day. but ARARR whatever i guess.
im fucking bored.
i wish jeff didnt have to leave so early. GRRRRRrrr
well, schools monday.
w0ot.
later <33 |
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[Aug. 15th, 2003|12:41 pm] |
Age: 16
Age you wish you were: 27
Occupation: haha.. i wish
Location: stinky island
APPEARANCE
Hair color : blonddd
Eye color : GREEN
How many times have you dyed your hair? AHHA lotsAAA
What color(s)? : blond,red,pink,brown,blue,purple and blue,blond
Ever worn eye color changing contacts? dont need to
Favourite body part: eh.. nopeeee
Body part people compliment the most: eyes//lips
Ever been told you resemble a celebrity? yea.. angelina.. hahahah ppl are fucking CRAZY
Piercings? 6 body 7 ears
Where? tounge,lip,nipples,septum,bellybutton, ears
Tattoos? 5
Braces? nope
Ever shaved your head? the bottom half
Height: 5'5"ish
MUSIC
Fave band: wayy tooo many
Play an instrument? wish i played BASS
Ever played an instrument infront of an audience? o0o yes, that istrament i dont play
How many concerts have you attended? MILLIONS
First concert ever attended? backstreet boys... w00t
How old were you? 10!
What did you wear? who knows
Band would you sell your soul to see? atreyu
What did you listen to when you were 4? nirvana, NIN, the shit my mom listened too
What did you listen to when you were 8? paula abdule. werdd
What did you listen to when you were 12? humm...nigger music
CLOTHES
Favourite item of clothing: big pants the gretcing made
Favourite clothing store: PAC SUN
Favourite clothing label: Who cares.
You most often shop at: ?
ANIMALS
Fave animal: any
Any pets? dog,fish,lizard
Least fave animal: gineau piggs eww
RELATIONSHIPS
Number of males/females kissed: ::counting:: i can remember 22
Number of relationships: 7
One you regret most: WILL
Why? cz hes him
Current boyfriend/girlfriend: ::sigh:: jeffrey?
Longest relationship: 8 months
Favourite body part of partner: lipsss. hands, belly button
Why you're with them: ::sigh:: i love him soo
MOVIES
Last movie you saw in a cinema: Finding Nemo
Fave movie: drop dead fred
Fave director: ???
Least fave movie: humm... dunno
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR...?
Water: bath
Summer: hot
Snow: cold
Dance music: E
Metal: blood
Hair: brush
Boobs: yumm
Children: beans!
Computers: kristen </3
Australia: down under
America: meh
TV: boring |
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[Aug. 14th, 2003|11:04 am] |
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im soo happy that nothing happened=.. and today has to be like my ... strong suit.. lol.. i gotta no do anything today! w00t |
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[Aug. 13th, 2003|02:22 pm] |
::sooo sad::
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss uvi miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss ui miss u
come back pLEASE~?!?!?!??!1 |
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[Aug. 6th, 2003|07:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | choking victim | ] |
went to joes shop today.. it was really nice.. heh...
im getting a big tat on my back.. not sure of what yet tho.. but its going to be real big..
anyways.. so jeffs away.. everyone knows this.. i had a lil convo the other day with harry.. and yea.. just so happens that will calls me tonight and wants to "talk" to me. what the fuck?!!
im not fucking shit up with jeff again for him..
i cant
i cant |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 5th, 2003|09:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | atreyu <33 | ] |
bored.. today was aunt tammys birthday.. uncle guy was a big dick to her.
fuck him. she wants a divorce.. but ya know.. he would kill her before he agreed to divorce her.. what sence does that make? fucking asshole..
anyways.. finally got the atreyu cd. :) yayayyayaya!
im bored..
i really like her.. eeep.. not good not good.
later all <33 |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 4th, 2003|10:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some tv show | ] |
hello.. bored.. just got ome a lil bit ago.. went to the city.. it poured.. got my septum pierced... :) im happy about that.. even though when aunt tam, uncle guy and jeff find out im gunna be yelled at alot... but wehtever.. i changed my self enough for him.. and he said to do whatever i wanted while he was gone. so fuck it. fuck everyone.
i feel like shit for some reason.
hung out wiht some cool ppl after the show thou.
Mika is maddd cooolll. :) <333
so is nikki.. heh.. no luck there tho.. haha..
damn im a loser.
later all |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 2nd, 2003|10:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | atreyu <33 | ] |
A Atreyu Lyrics A Letter To Someone Like You
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Artist : Atreyu
Song : A Letter To Someone Like You
Album :
Submitted by : aj frank
Corrected by : UnKnowN CoRrEcToR
Rated : 9.9 (35 votes)
Why? Why? Why? Why? (x4)
Sometimes this beauty is choking me,
but at least it's your hands on my throat.
Your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck.
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it.
And I never realized that I can be what I hate.
Lets be happy with what we have enjoy the beauty in these days.
Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream.
No one said caring was easy.
I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth.
Sometimes I felt so soulless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change.
But I’ll be damned if I push you away.
And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it.
And I never realized that I can be what I hate.
Lets be happy with what we have enjoy the beauty in these days.
Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream.
No one said caring was easy.
I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces.
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest and
then you took my hand
and nothing has ever felt the same
And nothing has ever, nothing has ever felt the same. |
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[Jul. 31st, 2003|09:51 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
::sigh::
it was sooo pathetic.. both of us sobbing likle children like we were never going to see eachtoehr again. :(
im such a loser |
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[Jul. 29th, 2003|09:54 pm] |
hey.. went to the city today.. didnt have much fun.. oh well..
was bought jeff n trish hats.. heh.. yea.. that made me happy. trish better fucking wear hers.. anyways..
i got nothiung to say this was pointless.. some one shoot me? |
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[Jul. 25th, 2003|11:16 am] |
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im so fucking tired of being a fuck up. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2003|09:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | short storied with trgjic endings | ] |
hey ... so.. yea.. jeff came over today. . . ::sigh:: it was so weird.. i think i said the nicest thing ive ever sed to him before.
we wrerent able to do anyting for certain reasons... the cycle.. lol gretching knows about that.. but yea.. i was like "i dont want to be horny, i just want to be in love" haha... he thought that was so sweet.
lol... aw.. maybe ive got to be nicer to him... heh.. yea i think so..
meh.. anywayssss...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>in other news not in JEFF LAND :
im bored.. wating for him to get online.. and im sitting here listening to this song AGAIN. jesus christ.. i need to get a life.
he will never think of me EVER
argggggggggggggggggg |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2003|11:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | short stories with trajic endings | ] |
saying i love you, is my fucking job. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 20th, 2003|09:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | chloroform perfume | ] |
home.. bored.. had a picnic today cuz it was oh so pritty out side today. :)
uhmmmmmmmmm... hung out with steph trish roxy jess joey and jeffrey<33
im gunna miss him sooo much. im not going to be able to see him for about a month. =X i think i might dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i wish roxy and trish didnt have to fight.. its so sad. :( they're soo perfect minus the stupid shit they fight about. arrggg. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 20th, 2003|12:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ten short stories with trajic endings | ] |
so i woke up and guy guy is gone.. he moved to cali.. :( he'll be back when he runs out of money. heh.
arg.. i'm gunna miss him though...
anywaysssss.. so i hate south carolina.. rar
im going to be so misurable for the next month or so..
anyone want to be my friend?? = ( |
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[Jul. 17th, 2003|10:40 am] |
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| | okay | ] |
hey all.. im bored.. listening to guy guy snoreing.. i have to watch this lil kid today at 3... hes a pain in the ass.. i think i just might kill him.. heh..
yea.. im bored.. i hope i see jeff today.hes going away soon. blah.. stupid south carolina.. rarr//
im bored.. this was pointless...
later all |
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[Jul. 14th, 2003|11:41 am] |
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipidsky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down.
I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.
hes has no idea, and im sure he doesnt care.. why cant i be good enough?
im asuch a loser.. he fucking hates ,e.. yet i cant stop this.. at all... wtf?!!? some one kill me |
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[Jul. 14th, 2003|11:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | guy guy bitching. | ] |
hey all im bored.. home .. wating for jeffrey to get here.. camaes a bitch i want to fucking shoot her in the face.. ugh... fucking whore. i hate that she thinks shes better then everyone. FUCK YOU.
anyways... wating for jeffrey to get here..everything is kinda worked out with everyone else.. after takling to kenny last night i felt better. :)
uhm... yea.. i dunno.. im bored...
i passed my math test... wooo hoo.. took my science test while telling gretching all period that i wanted a beh beh. haha.
ive got nothing ta say.. so later all |
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[Jul. 12th, 2003|11:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 10 short stories with trajic endings | ] |
ok.. so.. i dont know whats been going on.. but yea.. yesterday .. was like... hmm... kristina day or some shit..
first fucking kristen.. the phsyco stalker girl who has a pic of me as her icon is telling trish and me how much she loves me and how shes going to move here to be with me.. ugh. . .then casey decides to tell me that she stays up all night crying over me.. and she also tells trish how much she loves me.. what the fuck... uhm how about im nothing and no one shoudl even like me what the fuck is wrong with thses ppl.. i mean seriously.. im just like fat.. and just like... whatever.. then of course.. to top it off.. fucking marc calls me... MARC... WTF?!?!?! telling me that hes a lost soul and hes so depressed and bla bla bla... and im the only one who can save him.. what the fuck what the fuck... ugh..
how about i am completely in love with one person.. and thats the person that i want to be with for the rest of my life... weather or not we;re going out right at this moment or not...
you guys can think what you want to.. but i dont care... im happy that this one person would even look at me again after all the shit that i put him through .. and im going to be with him for the rest of my life.. i know it... |
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